Some Colder Weather

Bit of snow here the other morning. It was gone by noon. It spurred me on to baking and soup making.

I no sooner reconciled myself to colder weather and then it is sunny and high 60s.

I am trying to decide if I have enough poems for a new book. Today was spent going through them all to get them in the same font and size. Poetry needs to be in a Garamond font for it to look right anymore. I used to think Times New Roman was the best, but now it looks heavy handed. I shall lay the poems all out on pages to see how they should be placed. originally I thought of throwing the essays and short stories in there as well, but changed my mind. Poems are poems and need to keep their own company. And once I decide to get the poetry book finished, I will concentrate more on short stories.

For now, the essays are filling my time as well. Especially the one about museum shops. Seems I would often buy a sketch or notebook in the shop and write or draw what I saw at the museum. The book from the Vancouver museum was fun to peruse. It was an exhibition of Emily Carr, Georgia O’Keeffe, and Frida kahlo. I never could get excited about Kahlo’s work…way too much color…too many flowers! So it appears according to my notebook, that I did not even look at her work. Emily Carr and her passion for nature and especially trees, very much appealed to me. Georgia O’Keeffe’s work was all too familiar but what she had to say about her work was interesting. I knew she stole the stones her friends had collected but could not remember how I knew that until I found my museum notebook. And there it was! She simply helped herself believing she loved them more. I remembered knowing this when I visited her home in Abiquiu, NM. Lots of stones lined the window sills. I would have demanded mine be returned. We get very attached to our stones, don’t we?

I will cut this short because I am going to attend a Homeowners Association this afternoon, and need to tidy up a bit. Home alone does little to enhance appearances.

Til later….

Updates to the Website

last week I was thinking that I should just let my website drop. Keep the blog but drop the general website. BUT after talking to my web person, Robert, we decided to keep it. I had no idea that 7,000 people a year check in to see what I am about…even what I was about. And after looking it over myself, I found all that I used to do and am doing surprising. So with a few updates, we left it pretty much as is.

The big thing that I noticed was that none of my books were pictured or mentioned on the site. And since Lee died a few years ago, I no longer live with my husband. Small adjustments including a more up to date resume page. It no longer reads like I stopped doing anything in 2014. Now the gallery page is more complete and the blog easy to find on the home page menu.

Today under the watchful eye of Sadie….

I baked cinnamon rolls for the guys and MJ tomorrow morning.

I also have decided what my next exhibition for the garage will be. I will be using the bottles of BIC white out and buying myself a new bottle of champagne for my opening reception for one. Working title is REDACTION. I will let you know how it goes.

Next week I will start to lay out the pages and cover for a new poetry book. And will let you know when it is available to add to these below that are now on the gallery page and mentioned more in detail on the menu page titled “Books”.

The Fairy Book Cover ImageThe Stoat Story Cover ImageBurke and Wills Cover Image

 

 

Short Stories Cover ImageEssays Cover Image

I think that is all I have for now except another of Sadie saying it is time for a nap!

Til later….

 

Cooling Down/Slowing Down

I am getting that look from Dilly. I think she is saying, “Just stop everything and pet me.” I think it is a good idea.

A couple of weeks ago the HOA yard people came and out of the blue decided that this tree needed some control. The problem was I didn’t catch them in time to say my regular yardman and I were going for a larger, freeform look. Something so the bush/tree did not look so trapped in itself. Now even the rabbit is exposed.

I need to call and explain that no tree trimming is necessary here unless in violation of some ordinance. And I need to be nice about it. Actually I think I am getting better on that score. What has turned me is that I do not want to sound like some of my neighbors who turn everything into a complaint. I am giving myself a pep talk before walking around the neighborhood, plastering a smile on my face and putting one foot in front of the other. It actually gets easier.

When I feel that I need to take control of arranging things to my liking, I do not look at my over-trimmed, rabbit-exposing bush/tree and come inside to move something on a shelf by 3/4″ and all sense of order is restored. It’s the little things.

Today I baked these pumpkin oatmeal muffins. No flour and nothing but maple syrup to sweeten them. Now I will have to poke several holes in them and make a thin maple flavored frosting to drizzle inside. They also sit like lead pellets.

I am thinking that it might be a good idea to cut my website down to just the blog. I no longer make art, and when I do, it can be part of my blog. I will need to ask my web guy about it when I see him. Actually, we have lost touch with each other these past months.

I keep writing poetry more than short stories so am also thinking about another book of just poetry and putting stories and essays in a separate book.

There is a new coffee shop about to open in town. I plan on going when it does and ordering a flat white. It would be so nice to have one again. Not sure this small town can actually muster up a barista, but it would be so nice to have a good coffee with a heart or fern leaf etched into the finest of foams. This week I may be able to order one and take a picture.

Also a new Asian restaurant is due to open on the square. But nothing happens quickly here.

The rest of the afternoon might be spent indulging in a movie or series. Something English to be sure.

Off to frost those pitifully healthy-tasting muffins, then grab a cat to pet and settle in for the sound and views of somewhere else.

Til later…..

Creating Images/Illustrations and Words

Out my window on a dew-filled sunny morning this week.  Something beautiful can come from the burden of holding up under the weight of the moment.

This morning I saw this image of English textile artist, Janet Bolton. I have followed her work for many years…the simplicity, the deft ability to maneuver thread and needle into such tiny appliques! Here is her work posted this morning along with my comment back to her.

Janet, I would like to thank you for letting me see your work made up of disparate small pieces coming together to shape something beautiful in its simplicity. The way it harkens back in time when there was harmony in our differences is like a tiny thread of hope for those of us in America who are seeing it slowly slip into history. Please don’t stop.
Isn’t her work extraordinary? Every collage tells a story that each viewer can interpret. Anyway I love seeing her work and when she gets past the ability to make more, I hope she will continue to show what came before.
Speaking of “pictures”. There is a recent book by English author, Chloe Dalton, titled Raising Hare. She documents living with a tiny hare (leveret) until it is grown. My friend brought her copy to our lunch date the other day. I was of course taken by the drawing of the full grown hare on the cover and flipped through the pages to see if there were more illustrations. Yes. Plenty of pencil sketches throughout. BUT nowhere on the jacket cover, on or in the book did it tell who the illustrator was. Nowhere. So I looked it up and found the illustrator to be, Denise Nestor. Why that bit of information was not important enough to be noted on or in the book itself is puzzling. Do illustrators not matter anymore? Was there an agreement that Ms. Nestor remain anonymous? Seems a bit silly since one can so easily look it up. Personally, I hope that we never outgrow the desire to know who draws such engaging images of animals.
Here is an excerpt from my essay (that I am still working on) about museum shops and the magic of what some of them can offer.

“Forget buying children’s books unless they have exceptional illustrations. You want to buy books that have pictures that look like they took time to create, and reflect the artist’s years of interpreting words into pictures. Think Tasha Tudor, Maurice Sendak, Jill Barklem, and almost any illustrator from England. In the Australia National Museum I found a reproduction of Night Fall in the Ti-Tree with extraordinary woodcuts that were famously inspiring in their simplicity, gesture, and narrative quality. The heavy card stock paper has a folded foredge that makes the book feel like it was just handcrafted in a studio nearby. With only two on the shelf and me being a carver of woodcuts, well…..this book has been an inspiration to hold and look at for years.”

Yesterday I wrote more on the temptations of museum shops. Then, because it had been a week or so since writing poetry, I wrote the following.

The Ones We Miss  

I don’t miss who I used to be

  just some of those who knew me then.

The ones who were there to be missed later

  when their memory is needed to return.

To sit by my side, reach for my hand.

 

I pull theirs close to hold against my cheek,

  and let them wipe away the tears of loss.

They stay with me and wait until I smile

  at the stories they tell of how we were.

 

After we both grow silent,

  they pull away, touch my face,

and say, “See you next time.”

S. Webster

Today is a good day for writing. It is cloudy. Words can’t escape quickly into the heavier air outside. They will linger long enough to be rearranged and shuffled into meaning. I suppose I should get to it.

There are thirty-seven new poems, five new short stories, and a few more essays to put into a new book. Maybe I will just do a second poetry book and keep the stories and essays for another.

When we are older…past eighty…we think of perhaps not being able to finish the plans we had for ourselves. The worry of that is like a small prod in the back and a whisper in the ear to get on with it.

So, maybe I will….

Til later…