The Things I Used to Do – More on Those Artist Retreats

Beach chair at Puget Sound
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This is a photo I took at Puget Sound when our artist retreat was there for a week of working and talking and looking closely. This chair was left on the beach and looked so inviting. It was a place you could sit and forget everything, just let yourself go and pretend there was nothing more important than just letting go. But I did realize that sooner or later I would have to get back to the work I thought was important at the time. I was hand stitching with secret written spun shifu threads that were made to hold patches of old clothes belonging to my husband and I into small panels to then be pieced into a large quilt shaped like a calendar month of our anniversary. At the time of the retreat we had been married for over thirty years and it seemed like a good project to work on – commentary on being together for so long. (Now we are coming up to number forty-eight, rare in this day and age.)

Marriage
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This is a detail of what turned out to be more than five by seven. Each square is a day of the month of October. Coffee filters, spun and cut into quarters, clothes and a transparent cloth for the backing. Some days there were bits of gold, some days the thread of shifu was ragged. I like this piece and exhibited it shortly after it was finished.

Near Puget Sound
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When I wasn’t wandering the beach, I found other places to sit and write. I will be taking a writing class this next week and my head will be on character and story development. It won’t be my story but I see myself in almost all of the women I have conjured up. It is going to be good to get back to them and others that may just suddenly show up in a writing class when the instructor gives a prompt.

I sketched some of the pieces I photographed and referred to two books I was using at the time, Anne Lindbergh’s Gift From the Sea, and Gaston Bachelard’s Poetics of Space. After a year of sketching and writing in my book not only quotes from their books but my response to some of what they said, I created this work. It was a way to interpret the three way dialog we shared for about a year and ended up on another quilt piece. The pages from the sketch book were torn out and hand stitched to hand written text pages. The remains of the book became a receptacle for a small vial with a tiny burr in it. The book was embedded with soils of home and roots.

One Year Away on Exhibit
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Here it is on exhibit and a detail below. What I learned was that Anne Lindbergh came and wrote from a place of privilege and much as I loved her descriptions, I did not find her all that easy to identify with.  On the other hand, Gaston Bachelard is someone I have referred to over and over again. It is the one important book I talk about to students who are thinking about ways to visually describe space. My copy of Poetics of Space is the most dog-eared book on my shelves.

One Year Away
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And now I am going to go off and do more supervised writing, do as much listening as i possibly can, which is hard at my age (seventy-one) when my mind is in a state of constant chatter and insists I pay attention.

 

 

The Things I Used to Do – Textile Influences in New Mexico

Ghost Ranch rag on pipe
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I used to belong to an art group that consisted of several artists from around the country. It seemed like a good idea to be with others who I respected and shared common interests in how we worked. Many had textile backgrounds and were recognized in the field of tapestry and stitch. We would meet somewhere in the United States that was inspiring for the one week of making and discussing, making and discussing.

The members changed over time. Some left, other joined and then it ended. The first one was one I set up at the original site of Black Mountain College. We had a large old house away from others at the location that is now a spiritual camp of some sort. We made our own meals, worked on a large covered porch, drank wine and talked art. Sometimes I read from Remembrance of Things Past by Proust. A couple of years later with some leaving and others joining, we met out on the Pacific Coast. It was on this retreat that I spent more time by myself and more time writing. And a few years after that we gathered at Ghost Ranch in New Mexico. I took the picture above on a walk into the outback. I set out to concentrate on using just gauzy fabrics to capture visually how it felt to be there through layered images of what I saw.

Here are what ended up being some of the pages of a book.

Ghost Ranch Textile 1
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Ghost Ranch Lizard
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Ghost Ranch Holes
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I liked doing these small pieces. And I liked sketching and walking and visiting. I also liked that I could get up extremely early and do my tai chi in the desert where no one could watch and prepare myself for how to proceed that day with fabric and thread – how I could ignore everyone around me until the magic hour of five o’clock when we gathered to show what we had accomplished, talk about our journey and drink the wine that made that last part easier to do. It was our final meeting. Life, careers and other more important things took our interest and time. I assume all of them are still doing their artwork. A few I keep in touch with, but mostly I simply remember those times as ones of great discovery about myself and my passions.

Ghost Ranch Sketchbook
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Back to In Search of Lost Time

Proust palace and first book clock
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I have come back to the present and am working on more of the series titled, In Search of Lost Time. The second one is finished now and is another sculpture made of old brass clock parts, frames and foundry molds. The entire last section of Marcel Proust’s Remembrance of Things Past is cut into one quarter inch strips and glued one to the other end to end to make one long, long bit of text….rather like his sentences. Here is a picture of it sitting next to the first of the series. And a picture of the back.

proust synopsis out the back
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Now I am working on the accordion style book made from wooden covers and another clock part.

I wanted eight collagraphs that had holes that went through all the way to the back of the book.  Here is the process so far. The cover, the collagraphs before and after being inked, and finally the prints 1-8 hung to dry before holes are cut and the book finished.

wood covered book
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eight collagraphs
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collagraph plates
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collagraphs 1-4
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collagraphs 5-8
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The Things I Used to Do – Moving Away from Baskets

My Patina Class with Ed Gray
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Now the natural materials and found objects are in total control of the form. This was a small hollowed out piece of wood so I could still stay with the idea of containment. I was enrolled in Native American Ed Gray’s patinas in metals class, probably late 80s, early 90s. We turned our copper wire dark with liver of sulfur and hammered sheet copper and brass into bowl forms. We made castings and then of course we made things with the materials. I took this piece of wood, put some bits inside that would make a noise when rattled and did a knotless netting technique to close over the opening. Beads were added to the edges as I stitched into the wood where I had made holes. White horse hair also followed the outline of the opening. Then it was further adorned with more beads and embellishments. Back in those days all non-functional baskets needed to be adorned with beads and something flowing from it in an “artful” way.

Which reminds me of when three of us making these “artful pieces”, went to show our work to a well known natural materials sculptor She advised one of us who wanted recognition (to be famous) by a certain age that she should get busy, another one of us was advised to make up her mind whether she was going to be making baskets or floral arrangements and because I had too much to take with me, I gave the poor woman a slide show. At the tedious end of it, her comment was, “Well, you are certainly diverse.” I don’t think any of the three of us were anything but totally happy that she let us into her home and looked at our work. Whatever she said likely fell on deaf ears. We came away pleased with ourselves which may or may not have been her intention.

So back to the transition away from baskets. Below is a piece I made from birch bark, red pine bark and and the entire skeletal remains of a small snake given my by a elderly student at the John C Campbell Folk School when I first started teaching there in 1988. He was quite right in his assumption that I and my students would use anything to enhance our baskets. I titled this piece “Box for Brian Froud”. At the time he was the author and illustrator of a coffee table book on Faeries. And I thought he likely would not have kept all his notes and interviews in a leather briefcase, but more likely something like this. It was no easy feat for me at the time to actually have a lid fit onto its base basket.

Box for Brian Froud
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After moving to the South in 1992 I found an endless supply of honeysuckle to work with. Combined with my husbands castoffs from his wood turning I started working on purely sculptural pieces. Sometimes the barks were used and on others the vines I had access to.

Honeysuckle Wood Bowl
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I also used the bark to weave likenesses of the men I met here in town at the local store. Five years later those same men would become the focus of my art studies for my MFA at Vermont College. But here is one of my first impressions. Porcelain clay faces and arms, fabric and old underwear buttons were used with the bark. And after I did this pair I went on to separate the lower area into two legs so I could shape them into stepping and dancing as the group increased to three. There was only these two sets made, not because I lost interest in the men but because I was likely running out of the bark that came from fallen trees in the storms at the time.

Boys on the Corner 1992
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I was working on my Bachelor of Fine Arts at Western Carolina University and found other ways to turn some of the men I have known into subjects for interesting art….more of social commentaries on their present circumstances. There were more than just a few men I had met that just up and left home for one reason or another, but all had something to do with a lack of being nourished in some way. So back to the outcast wood turned bowls. And back to an earlier study I had made of the origins of hobos in this country. I had corresponded with Steam Train Maury, a hobo of some renown who told me that once he left, there seemed to be no desire to return. They all seemed to be looking for something that just was not at home. Here is the bowl made that holds nothing along with a serving spoon that has a hole through it. This was an installation made for undergraduate work. The empty bowl on one side of the threshold and five men leaving with their bindles walking away. I loved cutting down the trees, turning them trunks up and wrapping cloth around their body sections with rags and nails also used in the packs (bindles) carried over their shoulders. All done before we had digital cameras so copies from slides is all I have now…..and the memory of these men and their reasons for not being home.

Men Leaving Threshold 1994
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Men Leaving The Reason
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