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The Last of the Patriarchs

Here are nine wrapped Patriarchs ready for the shellac. I will just show pictures of the last one I wrapped. It was done in graduate school about the men in Brasstown who I spent time with. There was not much we had in common so I set out to find a way to portray what we did share. It was a complex cross reference like one would find in an old library…..”Nettles, also see…..”

Using scraps of iron, wood and a belt of old sandpaper for the container, I made several papers using something that each of us used in one way or another.  Those pages had square holes cut in the center to pass through all the strings that “attached” us to one another. The strings went through to the page of paper that best represented that person. Then like library cards we each got our own name with the main component listed first then “Also see”…. Small samples of the papers were on the back side of the name card.

Several of us had cows at the time so manure was used to make a page. I drank a daily infusion of nettles, Paul was mostly baptist, others chewed tobacco, harvested hay, ate okra etc.

The binding was like a concertinaed book to hold the pages apart.

Denim was used to make the blue page because most of us wore jeans. One of the men brought me a program from the baptist church to make a page with after reducing it to pulp.

I loved how tangled up our strings became every time it was looked through. The first letter of our names was stamped on the small squares of paper to the strings we shared in common. I loved making this piece and wrapped it especially careful. Half of these men are gone and those left probably won’t remember.

Here is one other beside the graduate that just could not be wrapped. The old patriarch teaching music. It is his open mouth, his joyful expression and his students held close as they smile at the experience.  I will keep this one a bit longer, not because I know anything about music but Patrick plays guitar and the graduate might become lonely.

Now on to the shellac. Here is the first coat on some of them. I am glad to have purchased two pounds of flake shellac but now need loads more denatured alcohol/methlolated spirits.

Til later.

PS I am very involved with the revisiting and remembering but you do not have to keep reading this as I document the process for my own benefit. Just check in later after I get everything wrapped, shellacked and ready.

 

Wrapping the Patriarchs

Stripping cloth to wrap the rest of the patriarchs. I emptied a very large packing box to reach the last of them. Here is the start and what is left to wrap.

This is a large wire paged book on how the men I studied in graduate school always knew where they belonged. Moving from outside to inside or vice versa they always stood next to the same man. They kept their order of belonging. Their bodies were woven on the loom, the heads complex wrappings of wires, legs local sticks. Each one had the same private parts of two nuts and one bolt and each had a different token for their heart. These four moved from one side of the page to the other and kept their order.

The binding of concertina folded hardware screening.

And how they finished up.

And another favorite. This old patriarch is teaching cooperation to his students. The local men I worked with while doing this series donated the old tools they no longer needed.

A close up of the teacher.

His students who learn cooperation by all putting the same end of the oar in the water to get anywhere.

And the old man who teaches different cultures to his attentive students.

His students being the next generation of “old men”.

And his text book.

And the rest to wrap.

Different languages in the foreground with another couple of patriarchs in their houses behind. And the two who teach music and dance are below. They hold their students close.

And finally “the graduate”. This one I can not wrap. It will go to our son as a reminder to help the next generation. He stands a bit helpless over a nest waiting for the doubtful hatching of the next old man to come, one who is trapped in this perfect egg-shaped stone. I always loved this one best of all. The futility of waiting for what likely is not coming and the honest to god hope that comes with it. Patrick will love this.

And here is one I found in the bottom of the carton. It will be tossed in the garbage instead of getting a proper burial……The Promise Keepers. They are trapped in their book of bigoted dogma.

In case you never heard of them (and they may still exist), they are the group of men who could not keep their vows to wives and promises to children….usually because of a sense of privilege and an overactive libido. They would gather at the command of an aging football coach of all things and promise to go home and behave.

In graduate school a friend who was involved with one of these men told me that on his way home from the big gathering in Washington DC he called her to see if he could coax her into some innocent phone sex. Not sure he ever passed the test…..but she did by saying “NO”.

I did just enough research to make me want to create this piece but not enough to continue. Their uncontrollable bigotry among other urges was nothing like the men I spent time with and who allowed me to create art about them.

I will finish the wrapping of the men by this weekend and start shellacking all the bundles I have so far.

There is still one more box of men to do…..they are the ones who deal with the pressures and promises of being “masculine”. They will be fun to photograph one more time as they sail their iron boats in waves of text by feminists.

After that it will be the war series. And I am wearing myself out just remembering all the passion that went into the work I used to care so much about.

Til later.

 

Saying Goodbye to Art Group

Here is close to twenty years of notes taken on members of the Art Group. I would write down what they were showing and what they were saying. Amazing journeys that we all took over time. Most left for obvious reasons, loss of interest, loss of commitment to their ideas, and loss of life, to name a few.

Yesterday we, the final four, quietly just faded into dissolution. I will miss the meetings, deciding what to make for dinner, where to find something to make a centerpiece on the table, what wine to have on hand, whether I should put on earrings, laying my own work out for input, setting the table in the dining room and placing wine glasses and nibbles on the cloth pictured at the bottom of the stack of books that covered the board shear.

I will use that cloth to wrap the books for burial.

How it began.

After my time earning a MFA in the summer of 1999 I soon missed the solid critiques. I wanted input on what I was making and I wanted to see what mattered to others. At first because of the craft making area where I live it was somewhat more about “how” things were done and not so much about “why”. These were the guidelines for starting the group.

  1. An ability to articulate your ideas.
  2. A commitment to produce work based on those ideas.
  3. An ability to analyze and offer critique on members’work.
  4. A commitment to participate on a regular basis, usually monthly for a full day.

We did that.

This morning I went through the books to see who all had left and when the three other survivors joined the group. Such memories, such passion. A small nod of appreciation to all those who ventured into and out of Art Group: Barbara, Dee Dee, Liz, Barbara, Sharon, Tony, Nikki, Anna, Diane, Tina, Ted, Chloe, Melody, Lynda, Duncan, Steve, Colleen, Dick and others that I missed. Thank you being there to talk “art” with.

This was a hard commitment for some to make and for others to continue.

I received this note from an artist friend in the UK several years ago and found it tucked into the books to share with Art Group.

….so off to get a grip on these unruly hounds of accumulated knowledge, ideas, “dreams” and drive them, in an ordered way, to a resolution in a collection of satisfying work.

We worked hard to do exactly that and some of us are still at it.

Til later.

Random Thoughts and Work

After returning from Australia I noticed slight changes with Lee. So started the third hand of Responsibilities. Not only helping him take the garbage out but sometimes assisting with the tying of shoes, and reminding of teeth brushing. Emptying the litter box as he just does not notice it and using the hose on the vacuum cleaner. Plus he no longer drives anywhere, so I added his car key. Some days he can have no problems, and others, just a reminder can do. Here are the other two hands.

After sewing up the Meditation Journal, I decided to patch a jacket I bought about thirty years ago. Funny how you simply do not notice how things are falling apart and then that is all you see. Well I love this jacket so decided to just patch it up. I need to attach this patch to the back, not because it wore out there, but because I need some patches in other places.

Sleeves and pocket edges are the first to go. then why not just patch over all the spills? Another thirty years for this jacket is quite possible.

And I started on the bundling of the patriarchs. This is a copy from a slide made years ago….mid 90s. He was the strangest to wrap so he went first.

Teaching Stamina

There are several of this series but I am running a bit short of wrapping. Art Group comes later today and I think some will come with them. Otherwise the recycle store for old sheets is a trip planned for this next week. Once I finish all the “boys” I think I will shellac what I have so far.

On random thinking. These are things that I wonder about. How can a channel on TV run crime stories all day and night then when you turn it on in the very early morning there is a guy with dyed brown hair preaching the merits of giving lots of money to what appears to be a complying audience? Does god know these fellows are working so hard at filling their pockets with the savings of the gullible?

And another thought….who is it that climbs those trees and telephone poles to repaint the words, “Repent” and “Jesus Saves”? I never see anyone….only fresh paint….is there a miracle involved?

These are Sunday thoughts. Other days I never think of it. And another, do the evangelical women have some stock in cosmetic companies….especially eye makeup?

Okay, that is all I have today.

On a fun note, I told Lee this morning as we passed one pasture full of white cows, then some houses and another pasture full of black cows, that one of the houses was a paint shop that they all passed through to change color. On our return from the breakfast diner we noticed some of the black cows got past the paint house and mixed with the white ones at the other end. Both of us were amused by that.

Til later.